Watch out for the medallion, my diamonds are reckless

Tonight's events give me all the more reason not to miss rockwall, the school, the people and the town. Of course, there are the elite few that will be missed, but for the most part, I am extremely ready to get out of this metaphorical/literal bubble.

One of few good things about the awards ceremony was that there was no euro award; therefore, no upsets among the hopefuls, and that mr. randolph has the best pauses and expressions when opening ceremonies. (::scans room with marine-like glance for a few seconds::) Along with the majority of the attendees, I received no local scholarship money from any "charitable organization." However, some recipients who already had copious amounts of financial aid from their colleges still got checks hand over fist. Is it because I'm white? Or maybe it's because I'm going to ut and not a&m. Wait, I know, it's because I don't go tanning. I have yet to understand why so many deserving applicants and students who interviewed got little more than a scrap of calligraphied paper for their years of scholastic, extracurricular and character achievements. There were many people who have done so much in school and out that got recognition, and I don't grudge them that. In fact, I'm happy for people who needed economic aid for their tuition etc. and got it. I just wish that some of the awards had been more evenly distributed, instead of a select number making a clean sweep of the money.
Instead of dwelling on my lack of financial aid from the local bracket, I'll just settle with being a women's league, ncl, amica and aspasians reject.
Thus ends my pity party. If you have a similar situation, feel free to wallow with me. :D

The best comment of the three hour affair goes to rachel:
" 'So how much did you get at the local scholarship awards ceremony?'
'Actually nothing, but I won $10 from a scratch-off on the way home!' "

Blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground.

The Bold is true:
01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love broccoli.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept on a toilet.
07. I love playing video games.
08. I adore marijuana.
10. I watch 'one tree hill'.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders. I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colors on their backs. GOOD GOD NO.
13. I was born without hair.
14. I like George W. Bush.
15. Some people are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the past year.
17. I have a Toyota and a pool.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry a knife everywhere I go. *swiss army. just because
20. I am really, really smart. I’m smart enough not to admit it, dumpy.
21. I have a secret.
22. I hate rain.
23. I drink health-juice.
24. Punk rock rules.
25. I hate Bill Gates.
26. I love Chinese food.
27. I would hate to be famous.
28. I am not a morning person.
29. I have semi-long hair.
30. I have semi-short hair.
31. I have potential.
32. I'm pure Afghan.
33. My legs are different sizes. I refuse to believe my legs are identical. (?)
34. I have a twin.
35. I wear those long socks.
36. I can roll my tongue.
37. I like the way I look. (for the most part)
38. I am obsessed with Italian food.
39. I know how to French braid.
40. I can have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude whenever I want.
41. I have a lot of mood swings.
42. I skateboard/snowboard.
43. I think that skateboarders are HOT.
44. I am in a band. …marching/ concert band
45. I have a talent.
46. I am always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
47. I think that I am popular.
48. I am currently single.
49. I can't swim.
50. My favorite color is either blue, red, or white.
51. I practically live in a sweatshirt.
52. I love to shop.
53. I would classify myself as either punk or goth.
54. I would classify myself as ghetto.
55. I'm prep; I shop at Abercrombie, and I ADMIT IT. HA
56. I am obsessed with my xanga.
57. I don't hate anyone (very much.)
58. I know how to square dance.
59. I have a unibrow. (thank god)
60. I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mom.
61. I have a cell phone.
62. I believe in God.
63. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
64. I know how to play a tuba
65. I need coffee to live.
66. I have been to another continent before.
67. I've rejected someone before.
68. I currently like someone and they have no idea that i like them.
69. I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life.
70. I want kids when I get older.
71. I have changed a diaper before.
72. I have called the cops on a friend before.
73. I bite my nails.
74. I listen to the Spice Girls.
75. I am a member of the Hilary Duff fan club.
76. I'm not allergic to anything.
77. I love Broadway plays, and have been to at least three. (ohh yeah)
78. I have no idea who the 38th president was.
79. I plan to see Mary-Kate and Ashley's new movie.
80. I am completely shy around the opposite sex.
81. I am online 24/7.
82. I have at least 25 away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party.
84. I loved Rush Hour.
85. I've read all of the Harry Potter books. (multiple times each)
86. If I were a dwarf, I'd be Dopey.
87. When I was a kid I played with G.I. Joe.
88. I don't mind country music.
89. I would die for my friends.
90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I'm obsessive and paranoid android.
93. I would love to be Demi Moore because Ashton is a major hottie.
94. I love the Beatles. They're a classic. <3 <3
95. I know all the words to 'I'm a Barbie Girl' ::hides face::
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. *occasionally
98. I have to fart.
99. I want this thing to be over!
100. I'm happy. Most of the time

For here you are, and what was just a world is a star. (tonight)

I think I slept for the most consecutive hours ever on saturday. After arriving home at 7:45 am, I woke once at 12:30 for less than a minute, and then at 6:00 pm. And even that night, I slept soundly. Relay for Life was friday night at 6 pm to saturday at 6 am, and I believe $45,000 was raised total. So, huzzah for camping out at the football stadium to raise funds for cancer research, NOT for cancer itself.

"Merry Wives..." was amusing and set in the old west, so it had to be good. Although, it seemed that about half of the audience was missing after the intermission. This is probably because the majority of the attendees were slackers who just wanted extra credit in their english classes by flashing the ticket stub they got, (I also happen to be seeking another test grade in o'brien's class.) But everyone did a marvelous job: becca, amanda, zach, bruce, ms. walker etc.

Recently been addicted to the music from "West Side Story." Bernstein and Sondheim are amazing. They make me smile downstairs.

I must do my scrapbook now, or millions of donkeys will jump off cliffs to take a dump on my face I will fail miserably in english and end the school year with a whimper.